mainly because she was truly my best friend.
i think she might have been the only one to see my full range of emotions.
everyone else has off days, why can't i?
why can't i just not be happy for once?
why do i always have to be the one to cheer others up?
where is the person to help me out when i'm sad? mad? confused?
i miss my mom.
and this time of year makes it worse.
yeah, dad remarried.
yeah, she's a great person. but she's not my mom.
she's not trying to be, so that's not an issue.
i just miss my mom.
i cry alone. and i don't tell anyone. because i don't ever get to be unhappy in public.
that's not who i am.
if you haven't told her lately, let her know how much she means to you.
it will make a difference to her.
i miss you mom.
